Waiting for a Letter

No words in the mail, no words
onscreen, nada in the tête-à-tête
of fingers embracing in the waiting room.
Silence disperses us like tear gas.
I won’t weep for the speechless two of us
distant as brake lights from the engine.
Here’s to hoping. I’m circling
empty space where words should be.
Are your words not on speaking terms
with mine? Are my words lies I tell myself?
This quiet wears me down. I need
your godless words to lift mine onto the altar.