I think of you as being a sleek river boat that has come into shore for fuel. I sit at the café table and watch
more loveThe first time I took her to visit your grave, it was a sunny day and the flowers were in full bloom. It wasn’t like
more loveWhen my grandmother passed away, the house did not feel empty; it felt preserved. We found no ledger of her life—no bundles of letters, no
more loveI was putting together a bassinet for the baby and kept messing up. I began to feel stupid and when I feel stupid it’s someone
more loveharm and love, she is: two dark lapis eyes, hidden in a mist, blinking as she blows a kiss and exhales pools of weed, burnt
more love“Is he punctual, at least?” Leena says. “Mostly,” I lie. Narang is always late. Worse, he seems proud of it. Leena and I are heading
more loveAfter wandering like a speechless cloud over meadowland, you’re reminded of her, the numerous days of recent rain, and gray time, then the wordless seconds—
more loveI peak through the kitchen blinds to slowly reveal the external. My eyes sink when they meet the swarming desolated clouds. There hasn’t been light
more loveI. I wanted someone whose slender fingers would slowly rub the day from my shoulders, then turn me over for a kiss. Then I wanted
more loveRiot of Violets walking back to our apartment on the west side I saw you running toward me in your worn out red Converse sneakers
more loveyou rush past me with the shopping cart and it wrenches in my gut: i will lose you someday, drowned in fire or atop white
more loveAs a child, my mother used to work nights. Hating to see her go, I would employ a series of desperate stall tactics. “If you
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