So, I uh, got married the day after Christmas. For health insurance. It was cold as balls that morning, and we had to wait outside
more love1. What’s it like to be so loved? I ask my sister this. I don’t like it when you ask me that, she answers, and
more loveAs a child, my mother used to work nights. Hating to see her go, I would employ a series of desperate stall tactics. “If you
more loveBut if you say just one word I’ll stay with you… — Saint Claude, Christine and the Queens. It didn’t take you long to figure
more loveMama and I have a code for when we’re apart: SA—separation anxiety. We named it recently. I have carried it since I was a little
more loveThere are messages I have written to you that do not exist anywhere. Not in my phone, not in my inbox, not even in the
more loveThe chalk words, “Mom, come home,” have faded from the sidewalk, and the tents have slunk, along with the coyotes, back to the wash. We
more love“Remember this when you doubt how much I love you,” my husband says. We are naked. Scott is standing at the foot of our queen-size
more love“All the rivers run into the sea, yet the sea is not full; unto the place from whence the rivers come, thither they return again.”
more loveMama always tells me there’s nothing in this life worth crying for, but she cries every time I leave and every time I come back.
more loveIt burned my shoulder, having spat out from a small red flame. A small hole in my shoulder, all black and charred around the edges.
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