Your Letters
In a box I keep all the things I’ve lost:
photos of faces long forgotten; places
on postcards with no address; glossed
over, all, by eyes unfocused—just traces
of my former self, letters to a me I knew
once, as their authors did. Now they all rest
on a shelf, old friends and lovers—and you,
secreted away in sweet-scented text.
Sometimes I unfold you–the way your hair
would tumble down like a final curtain,
exhausted, on my face—and laid bare,
savor your cursive’s perfect curves, certain
flourishes reminding me of laughter
as they rise and fall; the light purple ink
curls upwards just like your lips after
some wry retort. I cannot help but think
how the paper resembles your pale skin
bathed in sunlight, and how much paler now
your memory, over the years grown thin.
For a moment I mourn, sigh, and then vow
to lay our dear love’s ghost at last to sleep. . .
then return us to the box, still to keep.
M. Benjamin Thorne is an Associate Professor of Modern European History at Wingate University. Possessed of a lifelong love of history and poetry, he is interested in exploring the synergy between the two. His poems appear or are forthcoming in Sky Island Journal, Cathexis Northwest, Griffel, The Westchester Review, Feral, and Gyroscope Review. He lives and sometimes sleeps in Charlotte, NC.