Loose Change

You’re rattling around in my head
like loose change worth a fortune

what do I do with you
how to honour value when it cannot be spent

put you in a piggy bank shaped like
my fucking aorta
your name safe in my veins

that taunting jangle
of all my golden memories of you
inflating
too timeless to forget

how rich am I
another coin for every second I spend
window-shopping at the sight of you

all your preciousness
all your pricelessness

& me with my overflowing chest not
knowing how to invest.