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It was the best night of the worst year. That is how I still think of it:
Perhaps that was an overestimation on my part. Me,
In legendary tones of blue, taking the lead; and
You, eager to please: murmuring an unfamiliar phrase
Through sleepy telephone static. It felt right. Perhaps I misjudged
That warmth is not always comfort; I may have miscalculated the weight of an anchor.
(It may have been an over-expectation)
That is why I held on too long. Just to make you aware that I could have kept you safe,
I contrived to haunt you with forensic creativity: purely innocuous motives.
It was a good night. I hope you understand.
Stephen is a writer, artist, and editor based in London and has been published by Darkwinter Lit and Intangible Magazine. His debut stage play, “Can’t Wait To Leave”, opened in 2023 and will tour the UK in late 2024.