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I draft in silence
in my head
in a text box
with a blinking cursor

each letter I tap
has a pulse beneath my fingertips
your absence stretches wide in the dark
a hollow space where your breath might tangle
with mine

what do I want to tell you?
that I carry you like a knot stuck in my ribs
that I think I can taste your name
that my body is cold without the warmth of yours
that my heart craves the pressure of your own

instead, I backspace
swallow the words whole
let longing settle like a ghost in my chest
and hope, somehow, you still get my message
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