Surrender
when i say get on your knees
her legs fall away, without question
there’s no power between us
only want and will, pleasure
and need. we chase each other’s
little deaths, not our own
perched on my collarbone
she slickens my chin
in the apex of her thighs
i could die, but
when she says keep still
my head freezes between her palms
then she treats me with roughness.
discomfort i welcome and gladly endure
nothing matters
more than her being undone–
under me, above me, on me,
by me.

Shon Mapp writes about lesbian intimacy, kinship, and immigrant identities. She has words in Stanchion, HAD, Fourteen Poems, and elsewhere.
